...FeAr...

Sunday, May 2, 2010

(Drake talking)
This is why I do this shit.
I think they call this, umm, venting.


(Verse 1)
Look Uhh. This is me.
Still the same.
They want the hits.
I play the game.
No auto tune, but you can feel the "Pain".
It all comes spilling out like I hit a vein.
What up lil' Bruh? What up SlumVille?
I hope you know that y'all the reason I have fun still.
The fans thinking that we all signed for one mill'.
Equal opportunity rapping, that shit is unreal.
That ain't how it works.
That ain't that how it goes.
And I been getting high just to balance out the lows.
And I could use a writer just to balance out my flows.
But I never share my thoughts, This is all a nigga knows.
And every time I try, it opens up my eyes.
These verses are a chance to be remembered and reprised.
And I would be performing this as long as I'm alive ,
So every word I utter will be mine.


(Chorus)
Dont believe the lies. Look me in my eyes.
Please don't be scared of me.
Please don't be scared of me.
I remember you.
This feeling isn't new.
So please don't be scared of me.
Please don't be scared of me.
Oh oh oh oh ooh yah.


(Verse 2)
(Don't take this the wrong way but uhh)
I never cried when Pac died.
But I probably will when Hov does.
And if my tears hold value, then I would drop one for every single Thing he showed us.
And I'll be standing in a puddle.
I stay away from niggas that could land me in some trouble.
And I'ma keep it honest.
I'm so tired of being subtle.
It's just me, Forty, O, and Nek standing in a huddle.
Staring at the members of my team.
Who get questioned about they profit from this million dollar scheme.
Just know that am in debt for you defending all our dreams.
I hope you tell your families this shit ain't what it seems.
But y'all the reason for a lot of my devotion.
You know I spend money because spending time is hopeless.
And know I pop bottles 'cuz I bottle my emotions.
At least I put it all in the open.


(Chorus)
Don't believe the lies.
Look me in my eyes.
Please don't be scared of me.
Please don't be scared of me.
I remember you.
This feeling isn't new.
So please don't be scared of me.
Please don't be scared of me.
Oh oh oh oh ooh yah.


(Verse 3) Look.
Fuck all y'all.
We ignore feelings here.
Premature millionaires.
Welcome to my realest year.
Yeah.
I swear that we making a killing here.
I should be on top of the world here just chillin' here.
Uh. But it's funny having fans.
Who find you before anybody ever has the chance,
and build you up so You could be the biggest in the game.
And realize when you're there,
Sometimes the shit don't feel the same.
Yeah. And plus things are just surreal at home
People think I've changed just because my appeal has grown
And now security follow me everywhere
so I never actually am alone, I just always feel alone.
I think I'm scared of what the future holds.
I was wishing for some things and now am used to those.
Every girl I meet thinks I'm fucking groupie hoes.
The honesty of my music has left me too exposed.
All my old friends think I got a new crowd.
And people seem to notice every time I do smile.
I guess that mean they come few and far between.
Even though am living out what you would call the dream.
Yeah. And my uncle ain't even messaging me.
And him missing in my life is kind of messing with me.
I hope this isn't one of those forever things.
It's funny how money can change everything.


(Chorus)
Don't believe the lies.
Look me in my eyes.
Please don't be scared of me.
Please don't be scared of me.
I remember you.
This feeling isn't new.
So please don't be scared of me.
Please don't be scared of me.
Oh oh oh oh ooh yah.

...ThE wOrD...

Thursday, April 29, 2010

How to say I Love You in 100 languages


English - I love you
Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief
Albanian - Te dua
Arabic - Ana behibak (to male)
Arabic - Ana behibek (to female)
Armenian - Yes kez sirumem
Bambara - M'bi fe
Bengali - Ami tomake bhalobashi (pronounced: Amee toe-ma-kee bhalo-bashee)
Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu
Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah
Catalan - T'estimo
Cherokee - Tsi ge yu i
Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse
Chichewa - Ndimakukonda
Cantonese - Ngo oiy ney a
Mandarin - Wo ai ni
Comanche - U kamakutu nu(pronounced oo----ka-ma-koo-too-----nu)
Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male)
Cree - KisakihitinCreol - Mi aime jou
Croatian - Volim te
Czech - Miluji te
Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
Elf - Shapotoyoyoi (from The Roggies)
Esperanto - Mi amas vin
Estonian - Ma armastan sind
Ethiopian - Afgreki'
Faroese - Eg elski teg
Farsi - Doset daram
Filipino - Mahal kita
Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua
French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore
Frisian - Ik hald fan dy
Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort
Georgian - Mikvarhar
German - Ich liebe dich
Greek - S'agapo
Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo
Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw
Hawaiian - Aloha Au Ia`oe
HebrewTo female - "ani ohev otach" (said by male) "ohevet Otach" (said by female)
Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw
Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
Hmong - Kuv hlub koj
Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Hungarian - Szeretlek
Icelandic - Eg elska tig
Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Inuit - Negligevapse
Irish - Taim i' ngra leat
Italian - Ti amo
Japanese - Aishiteru or Anata ga daisuki desu
Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene
Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka
Kiswahili - Nakupenda
Konkani - Tu magel moga cho
Korean - Sarang Heyo or Nanun tangshinul sarang hamnida
Latin - Te amo
Latvian - Es tevi miilu
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lithuanian - Tave myliu
Luxembourgeois - Ech hun dech gaer
Macedonian - Te Sakam
Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu
Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu
Maltese - Inhobbok
Marathi - Me tula prem karto
Mohawk - Kanbhik
Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik
Nahuatl - Ni mits neki
Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni
Ndebele - Niyakutanda
Bokmaal - Jeg elsker deg
Nyonrsk - Eg elskar deg
Pandacan - Syota na kita!!
Pangasinan - Inaru Taka
Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo
Persian - Doo-set daaram
Pig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay
Polish - Kocham Ciebie
Portuguese - Eu te amo
Romanian - Te iubesc
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Scot Gaelic - Tha gra\dh agam ort
Serbian - Volim te
Setswana - Ke a go rata
Sign Language - ,\,,/ (represents position of fingers when signing 'I Love You')
Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan
Sioux - Techihhila
Slovak - Lu`bim ta
Slovenian - Ljubim te
Spanish - Te quiero / Te amo
Swahili - Ninapenda wewe
Swedish - Jag alskar dig
Swiss-German - Ich lieb Di
Surinam - Mi lobi joe
Tagalog - Mahal kita
Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li
Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Tamil - Nan unnai kathalikaraen
Telugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu
ThaiTo female - Phom rak khun
To male - Chan rak khun
Informal - Rak te
Tunisian - Ha eh bak
Turkish - Seni Seviyorum
Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu
Urdu - mai aap say pyaar karta hoo
VietnameseTo female - Anh ye^u em
To male - Em ye^u anh
Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu di
Yiddish - Ikh hob dikh
Yoruba - Mo ni fe
Zazi - Ezhele hezdege
Zuni - Tom ho' ichema

..ThUrSdAy...

well
tomorrow is the LAST day of classes. and i think i can honestly say this will be my last day of classes at Truman State!! LoL...yea i know that is what i said last year...but hopefully the Lord will guide me on the right path...and hopefully that path is away from Truman State University! LoL

well today i had my marketing reserach presentation...we KILLED it!! we had so many ppl come up to us after the presentation and tell us that it was really good! so i am excited. i hope it give us a good grade! i would love an A in that class!

hmmm what else..

erica is still drivin my nuts...wont wash her dishes....i honestly think i will put them in my trunk so she cant use them! that is how serious it is!! LoL
but its all good

hmmmm
what else....um...no more classes after tomorrow...uuuum...i have to work all weekend....next weekend is graduation! so that should be fun (NOT).
uuuum....LoL...yea i got nothin...i just wanted to write a post with something other than a song or quote

.....................until next time...........

...MeEt iN tHe MiDdLe...

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

hear this song...its great...and despite the ups and downs of Brandy's career she is rappin on this and it actually isnt that bad! i mean i wouldnt say she is MC Lyte or the Queen but its aight..and it def speaks about my most recent episode...


Timbaland : Meet In That Middle

We fuss we fight your fault my fault
we was on the same team least that's what i thought
we both participated only i got caught
now we hardly conversatin baby, we don't talk
it was fun at first, you can't say im wrong
now you wanna talk about it? too late, im gone
your mad at me cos i dont wanna play your games
i ain't perfect but imma do my thing
we gotta meet in the middle
you here i'm there,
tell me whats the sense in me trying if you don't care?
this relationship is heading to who knows where
that means one of us got to chose,


because you hurt me, and i hurt you,
you complain about the things that i don't do
i don't wanna take the blame neither do you,
because we got too much to loose


we gotta meet in the middle
meet in the middle
we gotta gotta meet in the middle
we gotta compromise baby don't analyze
we need to see eye to eye,
so lets meet in the middle
we gotta meet in the middle
we gotta gotta meet in the middle
we gotta compromise
we gotta work it out this time
we need to see eye to eye so
lets meet in the middle


We got somethin we can't enjoy
im sick of you tryin to play with me like i'm your toy
hm,
you tried to run game i saw,
we gotta a lot of issues you got yours,
we gotta meet in the middle
you cant talk that shit,
you cant travel to the future if you walk backwards
once you walk out the door, you cant walk back in
we gotta find a way to solve it, think about our kids
cos they in the middle
you wanna sing that song?
you want me to cop that plead and say ok im wrong?
things are gettin heavy but i gotta stay strong
i try to talk it over with you when i coulda been gone


because you hurt me, and i hurt you,
you complain about the things that i dont do
and i dont wanna take the blame neither do you
because we got too much to loose


we gotta meet in the middle
meet in the middle
we gotta gotta meet in the middle
we gotta compromise baby don't analyze
we need to see eye to eye,
so lets meet in the middle
we gotta meet in the middle
we gotta gotta meet in the middle
we gotta compromise
we gotta work it out this time
we need to see eye to eye
so lets meet in the middle

i told you once,
i told you twice and now
my shoulders cold, like a block of ice
you playin games like you rollin dice
hey what you know about sacrifice?
baby ive been in the middle..
ive been givin you more than a little
had the ball then you double dribble
i guess that love is a riddle..
you never listen i dont ever get my point across
i washed ya dirty draws, you out with dirty broads
you did me dirty dawg, cos yous a dirty dog,
its a curtain call, and i aint mad at all
i gave you more than you deserve, i was worth it all
bottom line i hope you find what your searchin for

you hurt me, said i hurt you
and i complain about the things that you don't do
and i don't wanna take the blame neither do you
we got too much to lose...


we gotta meet in the middle
meet in the middle
we gotta gotta meet in the middle
we gotta compromise
baby don't analyze we need to see eye to eye,
so lets meet in the middle
we gotta meet in the middle
we gotta gotta meet in the middle
we gotta compromise we gotta work it out this time
we need to see eye to eye so lets meet in the middle..

..OvEr...

Thursday, April 22, 2010




I know way too many people here right now

That I didn’t know last year, who the fuck are y’all?

I swear it feels like the last few nights

We been everywhere and back

But I just can’t remember it all


What am I doin’? What am I doin’?

Oh, yeah, that’s right, I’m doin’ me

I’m doin me

I’m livin’ life right now, mayne

And this what I’ma do ’til it’s over

‘Til it’s overBut it’s far from over…..


Bottles on me, long as someone drink it

Never drop the ball, fuck are y’all thinkin’?

Makin’ sure the Young Money ship is never sinkin’

‘Bout to set it off, set it off, Jada Pinkett

I shouldn’t’ve drove, tell me how I’m gettin’ home

You too fine to be layin’ down in bed alone

I could teach you how to speak my language, Rosetta Stone

I swear this life is like the sweetest thing I’ve ever known

‘Bout to go Thriller Mike Jackson on these niggas

All I need’s a fucking red jacket with some zippers

Super good smiddoke, a package of the swishers

I did it overnight, it couldn’t happen any quicker

Y’all know them? Well, fuck it, me either

But point the biggest skeptic out, I’ll make him a believer

It wouldn’t be the first time I done it, throwin’ hundreds

When I should be throwin’ ones, bitch, I run it (Ah)


I know way too many people here right now

That I didn’t know last year, who the fuck are y’all?

I swear it feels like the last few nights

We been everywhere and back

But I just can’t remember it all


What am I doin’? What am I doin’?

Oh, yeah, that’s right, I’m doin’ me

I’m doin me

I’m livin’ life right now, mayne

And this what I’ma do ’til it’s over

‘Til it’s over


But it’s far from over

One thing ’bout music, when it hits you feel no pain

And I swear I got that shit that make these bitches go insane

So they tell me that they love me, I know better than that, it’s just game

It’s just what comes with the fame, and I’m ready for that, I’m just sayin’

But I really can’t complain, everything is kosher

Two thumbs up, Ebert and Roeper

I really can’t see the end getting any closer

But I prolly still be the man when everything is over

So I’m riding through the city with my high beams on

Can you see me? Can you see me? Get your Visine on

Y’all just do not fit the picture, turn your widescreen on

If you thinkin’ I’ma quit before I die, dream on

Man, they treat me like a legend, am I really this cold?

I’m really too young to be feelin’ this old

It’s about time you admit it, who you kiddin’, man?

Man, nobody’s never done it like I did it (Ugh)


I know way too many people here right now

That I didn’t know last year, who the fuck are y’all?

I swear it feels like the last few nights

We been everywhere and back

But I just can’t remember it all


What am I doin’? What am I doin’?

Oh, yeah, that’s right, I’m doin’ me

I’m doin me

I’m livin’ life right now, mayne

And this what I’ma do ’til it’s over

‘Til it’s over

But it’s far from over


Yeah, that’s right, I’m doin’ me

I’m doin me

I’m livin’ life right now, mayne

And this what I’ma do ’til it’s over

‘Til it’s over

But it’s far from over

...NeW sH*t...

Saturday, April 10, 2010

well i was working out and this song came on by drake. its called My New Sh*t. it has a really nice beat and i was feeling the lyrics...and then part of the lyrics jumped out at me...

"you say u sophisticated but college hill is something you still Tivo then u switch the vibe and listen to L D vo or maybe D M P i tribe called Quest but when u called too much then i called less u would always complain bout my small text what you call conversation i call stress and that put a barier between both of carriers and i would be like i aint gattin service in your area u be like nigga get your bars up i just string you along like i was tuning guitars up i know that was wrong i think that this is fate you took out those exstensions and lost you a little weight your booty lookin bigger and i think that shit is great a fresh start is in order let me take you on a date take you on a date i used too think u play to much but i'd rather go deaf then lose touch "

this is the 2nd verse after the chorus...and i guess it helps to put my mind @ ease as to why i get the 2nd degree sumtimes...so i duuno...like i said it puts my minda @ ease. it def speaks to me.

i can honestly say i feel so much better. i find myself turning to the Lord alot more and it find comfort in that. i would in the past just stay angry...bottle it up...or just channel it to my activities...but now i take more time to pray and to sort these things out with God. i know that i do not understand everything that is going on right now, but one day i will. one day i will finally see where this path i am on will lead me.

brandon is getting upset. i am emotionally turned off to him and that is not my fault. he pushed me to feel that way and now gets upset..i just dont have the emotonal strenght or the time to deal with him...and i am just ready to move on...but i know he isnt...i dont know...i have felt this way for a while and have expressed that. it is clear by the last few guys that i have talked to...and struck out with. at first i would feel like there is something wrong with me...like i have a anti-man repellant on that weeds off all the "good" guys that i meet ( i put that in "" b/c to me they seem good but God may not feel that way as it is clear that they are not in my life right now)

men are a horrible parallel. the older men...yes more establish, know what they want, more driven and have the experience...but the ones i meet are work-a-holics....more into their work and making $...i mean i am the same way but i feel like there is a balance...if you want it bad enough...
young men are another story...they are young...still learning things, not as established...sometime more fun....it just a def noticable diff....there is a balance b/w the both...i guess i just hav not found him yet. i still have so much to do and so many places that i can end up and so many more things to learn. that is what gives me hope and keeps me enthusiastic about my future. the possibility of something better...i know it is out there and i know i will get it at the right time...

i remain hopeful...excited...enthusiastic...and enlightened...i am happy and blessed. i cant wait to see what the Lord unfolds in my life. that is what keeps me going. knowing that i am suppose to be more and do more and do his work. i am a servent unto him and i cant wait to be able to use my talents to make a difference and actual do things of meaning in my life (not to say that i havnt already...but i know that i can do alot more and touch many more ppls lives).

i havnt drank in over a month. i havent had fast food or frenchfries in almost 3 months (i know!!! even after lent was over!!!) i am doing good. i feel good...back on a regular work out plan...and all is good. :-)

................until next time..........

...i WaNnA bE...

Saturday, April 3, 2010

well at work....as usual...LoL...
listening to so music...I wanna be by Musiq came on....
it def describes how i feel.
i just want to be someone priority for once...i dont want to chase after anyone...i want someone to chase me...to make me smitten! one day....one day....(hopefully sooner than later)

Girl your smile is like a sunrise, I miss you when you're not around
When you're here there's no such thing as a cloudy day
Girl your love is like a good high, when I'm up I don't wanna come down
Cuz one touch from you can take all my pain away
It sure would be nice if this could last for the rest of my life
And that's the reason why I wanna be eh..

I wanna be more than a night
(wanna be more than a night)
I wanna be more than a moment that you spend in your life
I wanna be more than a day
(wanna be more than a day)
I wanna be more than the words that I say to you babe

Girl I see heaven in your eyes, I swear I'm in paradise
When I think about it something comes over me
If it's a dream don't wake me up tonight, I wanna put your hand in mine
Let me show you what a little bit of you and I could be like, cuz it..
It sure would be nice if this could last for the rest of my life
And that's the reason why I wanna be eh..

I wanna be more than a night
(wanna be more than a night)
I wanna be more than a moment that you spend in your life
I wanna be more than a day
(wanna be more than a day)
I wanna be more than the words that I say to you babe

I wanna be more than a night
(wanna be more than a night)
I wanna be more than a moment that you spend in your life
I wanna be more than a day
(wanna be more than a day)
I wanna be more than the words that I say to you babe

Tell me how could I feel like this even though we just met,
Cuz I ain't supposed to, get so close to, someone like this so fast
If it feels like this
(like this)
now, I'll do whatever I gotta do to keep you girl, Cuz..

I wanna be more than a night
(wanna be more than a night)
I wanna be more than a moment that you spend in your life
I wanna be more than a day
(wanna be more than a day)
I wanna be more than the words that I say to you babe

....until next time....

...JaY-z...

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Who says that hip hop and our Mc’s don’t do a good job of providing us with our fix of daily inspiration. After all hip hop is the reason some of us get up in the morning. After looking for inspirational quotes online I decided to make up my own hip hop version of quotes to live by. I’m gonna go through some of the greatest MC’s of all time…first up Mr.Beyonce/Carter/Artful Dodger/ 40/40/Sean Carter Music Group/Mr just inked a mega deal…let’s bring water to the world…h-o-v-a


Top 10 Jay-Z quotes to live by:
“I will not lose for even in defeat, there’s a valuable lesson learned so it evens up for me.”from Blueprint 2, The Blueprint 2

“Treat my first like my last and the last like my first and my thirst is the same as- when I came.”from My 1st Song, The Black Album

“And a drought can define a man when the well drys up you learn the worth of water without work you thirst til you die yep.”from December 4th “Black Album

“If you can’t respect that your whole perspective is whack, maybe you’ll love me when I fade to black…” from Fade to Black ” Black Album

“…I’m not a businessman. I’m a business…maaaannn…”from Diamonds Are Forever Remix

“…Remind yourself. Nobody built like you, you design yourself…”from A Dream, Blueprint 2

“…I’m far from God, but I work god damn hard…”from Breath Easy, The Blueprint
I’m a hustler homey, you a customer cronyGot some, dirt on my shoulder, could you brush it off for me? from Dirt off Your Shoulders, Black Album

We as rappers must decide what’s most impor-tantAnd i can’t help the poor if i’m one of them So i got rich and gave back To me that’s the win, win The next time you see the homie and his rims spin Just know my mind is workin just like them from Moment of Clarity, Black Album

And if you think you can make it this far without a fight. Couple mistakes here and there, not always right. But I’m always real, that’s how I sleep at night from Sweet, American Gangster

These are my top 10 words to live by…anyone else want to add some more in?

...SiGh...

Friday, March 26, 2010

well...back to the drawing board....back to square one...

and for once i thought things were starting to look up for me. bad timing? i think so...but do i wait? do i let it go?

its not like i have any other GOOD options right now....

.....sIgH.....why cant i have the things i want for once. maybe its the Lords way of telling me to wait...i dont know. i am puting my trust and faith in him. when i put things in his hands i have to trust in him and belive that he is showing me the right path...but i still dont know what path i am suppose to choose....SigH....until then i will keep being patient...striving each day to change...and one day.....good things come to those who wait....and everything happens for a reason....

.............until next time............

...EiGhT...

Thursday, March 18, 2010

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came across this blag...had a list post...so i guess i will just do the same (b/c we all know how much i enjoy list!!! LoL)

8 TV shows I like to watch:

1. First 48 on A&E

2. Grey's Anatomy

3. MARCH MADNESS!!!

4. Music Videos

5. Life: Trauma in the ER (the reason i wanted to become a ER doctor!!)

6. Sex and the City

7. Living Single

8. Fresh Prince of Bel-Air









8 favourite places to eat (and drink)

1. Olive Garden

2. Josies Borrito (hometown fav!)


3. Cheddars

4. Jasons Deli

5. Panera!!

6. Shogun Steakhouse (another hometown fav!!)

7. Furrs (even tho its not a real reasturant i use to go there allll the time when was a kid with my family...so i gotta keep it at the top of the list)

8. Free Birds (their taco salad with queso is to DIE for!!!)







8 things I look forward 2

1. Getting done with school and becoming a doctor

2. getting out of debt ( c'mon who dosnt look forwerd to that!?! LoL)

3. designing and building my own house (i want it unique and specific to me....i cant wait!!!)

4. goin to a lakers game to see Kobe play...while wearing a kobe jersey...close to the court or player bench!!

5. going to the March Madness final 4 game!!! (yes i will have to watch it on TV for now but one day i will have either box office seats or seats close to the court!!)

6. being in a relationship...being loved again (yes i have been on this quest for over 2 years now...i have been patient and it will happen again...i know it will...just waiting on the right MAN that the Lord puts in my life :) )

7. to own or operate some type of buisness

8. To own/operate/ be in charge of some type of philantropy or community service project/orginization

8 things that happened yesterday

1. sleep!! (and good sleep)

2. It was warm and the sun came out!!! (b/c its sad we got 3 inches of snow today :( )

3. this first day of spring!!

4. my sister is here

5. didnt go to class... i had an excuse!!

6. went to work

7. realized that i LOVE being in hospitals and working with patients

8. talked to friends and family :)



8 things I love about winter
1. hot coco
2. warm bed
3. x-mas
4. new years
5. my bday!!!
6. getting to see my family
7. getting off of work!!
8. partying with my friends!!





8 things on my wishlist

1. new shoes

2. new computer

3. flat screen TV for my room

4. some new clothes (that is always a want...LoL)

5. tinted windows on my car

6. DVD rack for ALLL of my DvD's

7. a new jacket

8. no more hospital bills!!





8 things I am passionate about

1. basketball

2. school

3. my friends/family

4. sleep

5. eating

6. working/saving $
7. my future

8. music



8 words or phrases I use often

1. ummmm..

2. i guess.....

3. i dunno...

4. LoL

5. whatever

6. hmmmmm

7. im gonna punch you in the face! (LoL yea i know i can get violent)

8. ERICA IS GAY!!! (i yell that to my roomie all the time. i dont mean any harm by it is just our way of jockin with eachother...)



8 things I learnt from the past

1. trust (or the lack there of trust)

2. True love dosnt exist (or i just havnt found it yet.. :-/ )

3. how important my friends are

4. how to save $

5. how to plan/be orginized

6. how to excel/want more in life

7. to travel and want to see the world

8. the want/desire to try new things



8 places I would love to go visit or

1. Hawaii (yes again i LOVE that place)

2. Italy

3. Africa

4. japan

5. egypt

6. mexico

7. puerto rico

8. 7 wonders of the world!!



8 things I currently need or want

1. Love

2. to learn to be more humble

3. to get into med school/grad program

4. to save money and get all my bills paid off

5. see my ship more often

6. to travel more

7. to learn to cook more diff things

8. to paint more...play golf more...hoop more...do things for the love of it and not b/c i have to

 
...The anecdote of my life... - by Templates para novo blogger