....HoPeFuL....

Sunday, June 21, 2009



well i have a little flicker of light...
and that is exaclty what i will call it...."the light" inspired by the common song...
this "light", had shed a little warmth on my day. things were a little cloudy, but this "light" is starting to break thru....but there are so many questions that still remain...
is this light fake? i mean if i clear the clouds will i look up to find a lightbuld instead of the sun? and will the light stay? i mean it could retreat to where is came from leaving things cloudy and grey...yet again. i mean i have had some type of similare "light" in the past...and now look what happend....that left more of a mark than i could have ever thought....so whats next?
that is the big question...what is next...do i keep trying to bring the light in, so it can be stronger? or do i let it just run its course and eventually move on? thats what im so worried about right now...im just so ready now. so ready more than ever and i just want that chance. with someone that is worth it and will aprreciate me and what im about...i know i have to be patient but it is hard...and how long am i supose to wait? so many questions and no answers....YET....only time will tell...
...............until next time.............

.....BlAh....

Friday, June 19, 2009

thats how i feel right now

taking summer classes....trying to do yet again what i was doing last summer. studying for the MCATS and trying t find things to do after my life at Truman. i am def READY to move on and go somewhere else.

i just feel stuck sometime b/c i have no plans yet. but i guess i dont have a choice. i just have to keep trying and moving forwerd. thats all i can do. and pray for the best.

i know that i am tired of being in kirksville but i have no where else to go really...LoL...so i dont know what else to yearn for...well i take that back...i cant wait to be able to actually say that im in med school and not that i am applying or trying to take the MCAT...*sigh*...i just want to move in a different direction...

but we will see...and i def will keep you posted! :)

..............until next time..............

...TuEsDaY...

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

well today has been ok

got up...worked out...now i am at work covering for someone...cant wait to get this check!!! it will be so so so so so so so nice

had a good weekend. had a friends come visit. it was really nice. i really enjoyed it...nothing else to say...LoL hope we can meet up again...

work it work...school is school....nothing else to do or say at this point...

.............until next time..............

...YoGa...

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

...YoGa...

today was another "year of the first" for me
...i went to my first yoga class....i already feel my body getting sore...LoL
i cant wait to go tomorrow...it was alot of fun!!

..........until next time..............

 
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