...LiFe...

Saturday, February 26, 2011






well Life NEVER EVER works out how you planned
the thing that i do not like the most is getting your hopes up on one certain thing...
having all these positive thoughts...
positive ambitions...
and then when that dosnt happen it is both a good and bad thing?

granted so far 2011 has been full of so many lessons for me.
i have met alot of people
i have already done so many things...
i am just waiting for the things i want the most
and it seems those are the things i have to work the hardest for!

something you would think would be so simple...so easy..
end up being not so easy and not so simple at all
i will say that again i am learning what it means to be patient...

and i keep telling myself...good things come to those who wait






song of the week:

 You Got It  _ By J. Cole




Hey, one time

hey, one time

one time

throw your hands to the sky tonight

cause I think I see the baddest lil thing in the World right now

but I gotta make sure I’m right

and girl you damn right, if your head right

I’ll be there every night

I just might change your life

cause baby…



you got it (you got it)

you got it (you got it)

you got it (you got it)

you got it (you got it)



Hey Cole World, real cold World

I watch it hit the floor and watch it drop it real low girl

last time I seen ya, you was a lil old girl

I had a crush now we grown and we still so thorough

clap for her, work it till you exhausted

I swear nothing worse than a bad bitch that lost it

brains off the chain, smart mouth with a dumb ass

God damn your ex man is a dumb ass

when you was leaving, did he put up a fight?

was he stressin’ you, wasn’t f-cking you right

well one man’s trash is another man’s treasure

one man’s pain is another man’s pleasure

one damn thing you can’t change is the weather

but even if it rain, we get rained on together

it’s whatever, you shine, I shine,

I know you got a 9-5 I’ll be your 5-9!



http://www.hotnewsonglyrics.com/j-cole-you-got-it-lyrics.html



Yeah, go ahead and pop it like you do in the mirror

I’m picking through the cloud tryna see a little clearer

high heel wearer, hell of a body

first one to spot ya and I aint telling nobody

nope, I’m peaking at your ass, winking at your ass

if I dont beg I’ll be thinking bout your ass

for the whole week no time for cold feet

she too bad to pass, so fine I dont speak

I tell her my name Jermaine, I’m tryna be lowkey

she tell me I go tthat flame, your rhymes are so deep

man, girl thank you, shit you so bad know your daddy wish he could still spank you

hold up for these other n-ggas roll up and try and get ya

the ones that say they riders but never do ride with ya

I’m tryna vibe with ya so wont you throw me your phone number

and let them lames get ya old number



Roc Nation, Wale



look, Cole World, still a cold world

and a couple ya is cool but we a little more thorough

whole town, a little more girls

you know I spit that sick shit and there’s still no cure

hold up, low packs like I got cancer

choking on them white boys make a black panther

love my women with high heels and high standards

and only cheat on my broad if I run out of answers

I got that vicious flow, Moncler winter coat

I aint superstitious I make all these broads flip my pole

you dig it, this shit aint for beginners

I’m something like a fetus, im not quite kidd’n

and theres something you aint seeing like I block your vision

like my Remy with no juice, you a lot like Bishop

hundred k in 22 hours

see money talks, you muthaf-ckers is Boomhower

no check back, in debt yep

loud in my J, I smoking (?)

higher than I need to be

flyer cause I need to be

love our conversation but it’s late right now, I need a beat

one time for the Ville that Cole rep

another time for the city of slow death

I dont understand why these n-ggas so vexed

I dont need no chains with no cross to know that I’m blessed



 




...TiMeBoMb...

Sunday, February 13, 2011

one week until chicago...and the concert!!!

old 97's....TimeBomb....prob my fav song so far :)






I got a timebomb, in my mind Mom.

I hear it ticking but I don't know why.

I call the police, but they don't like me.

I hear 'em whispering when I walk by.



I got a landmine in my bloodline.

I'm not immune to getting blown apart.

She's like a claymore, that's what she's there for.

She's waiting 'round here to get blown apart.



Having her on my brain's like getting hit by a train,

She's gonna kill me. Oh Celeste, oh Celeste.



I got a timebomb, in my mind Mom,

It's gonna go off, but I don't know when.

I need a doctor to extract her.

I got a feeling she'd get right back in again



I got a timebomb, in my mind Mom,

I got it badly for a stick-legged girl

She's gonna kill me, and I don't mean softly.

I got it badly for a stick-legged girl



Having her on my brain's like getting hit by a train,

She's gonna kill me. Oh Celeste, oh Celeste, oh Celeste.









...NeW pHoNe...

Saturday, February 12, 2011

well i did it...i finally got an upgrade...form this...

to this...



so far i am really happy. it is a HUGE step up from what i am use to.
i have only had it a few days and i am still trying to figure everything out...LoL

but so far no neg. things about it...now im gonna go play with my new phone some more...LoL




...eMoTiOnAlLy DiVoRcEd FrOm EvErThInG...

Saturday, February 5, 2011

goodmorning!
heard this song this morning and it just catches how i feel...if you have never heard it listen to it!
def one of my fav songs



"Numb" by Linkin Park




I'm tired of being what you want me to be

Feeling so faithless lost under the surface

Don't know what you're expecting of me

Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)



[Chorus]

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

Become so tired so much more aware

I'm becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you



Can't you see that you're smothering me

Holding too tightly afraid to lose control

Cause everything that you thought I would be

Has fallen apart right in front of you

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

And every second I waste is more than I can take



[Chorus]

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

Become so tired so much more aware

I'm becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you



And I know

I may end up failing too

But I know

You were just like me with someone disappointed in you



[Chorus]

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

Become so tired so much more aware

I'm becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you



[Chorus]

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

I'm tired of being what you want me to be

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

I'm tired of being what you want me to be



recently i have had a great mentality towards things...people...situations...that would once bother me...or make me upset...but for some reason ( and the help of a little prayer) i have learned to become emotionally divorced from EVERYTHING that is of little meaning to me...work...boys...life...i am trying to focus on the goal...the light at the end of the tunnel. i hope i can keep this attitude for a while b/c so far it def has helped me out the past week or so.

i found this pic...this pic is PERFECT to what has been goin on with my roomie this past week..and it just so happens that this is one of her fav quotes...LoL





 
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