...PoStEd By... ms.composure ...@... 12/04/2009 06:16:00 PM
Saturday, November 28, 2009
well this thanksgiving i did very well. i had to work at the hospital from 6:00 am until 2:00 pm so i took my lunch break to run home and throw the turkey in the over. so it was pretty much done when i got off of work. i made dressing, greens, mac and cheese, mashed potatoes, sweet potatoes, rolls, cheesecake, yellowcake, corn, a 5 lb turkey and a 3 lbs turkey roast. it all turned out really good!! i had a few ppl over and we ate and then i had to work at the bar from 5:00 until 10:00 pm. it was nice. i was tired but it was good.
now its time for xmas. my bday is sneaking up and i want to do something fun but that prob wont happen. its the week before finals so i wont have much room to do anything exciting. but maybe i can do something fun when i get out of classes for the semester.
well at work (hospital) and i am going to try to get some real work done b/c i have to work a double shift at the bar tonight :-/
..................until next time...............
...PoStEd By... ms.composure ...@... 11/28/2009 10:52:00 AM
Friday, November 20, 2009
well i have started to spend my time filling out applications and looking for new things to do with my life for next year. so far i have looked into a few things but i have no definate offers yet. i am a little sad. a girl that i work with has applied to school and already gotten into them. but i already know why and that is something that i have to fix on my own. she didnt even want to be a doctor when she got out of school but was still offered a position. its great and i am so happy for her i just am waiting and trying to figure things out for me which sux...its ok i will one day know and when i do know and find out you will know too...LoL...
...PoStEd By... ms.composure ...@... 11/20/2009 08:47:00 PM
Thursday, November 12, 2009
...PoStEd By... ms.composure ...@... 11/12/2009 08:31:00 PM
Saturday, October 31, 2009
...PoStEd By... ms.composure ...@... 10/31/2009 08:31:00 AM
Thursday, October 22, 2009
...PoStEd By... ms.composure ...@... 10/22/2009 09:32:00 PM
Sunday, October 18, 2009
thats all that i seem to be doing latly.
not just for myself but other people around me who are going thru far worse things that i am right now. it is crazy just how your life can turn around in a matter of minutes. life is so unpredicatable but that is why it is called life right?
homecoming was good. went to lubbock! ha a blast...lost our show here (we went over on our time so we lost :( but the show was AMAZING) and the light did come with his brother. it was interesting. LoL. he was wasted when i finally met up with them that night and i just had to get on their level and in the right mindset and then i was good for the night. but it was a interesting weekend to say the least.
school :-/ im def getting burned out. and to think that i still have a few years ahead of me until im done :-/ LoL i just need a fresh start, a new motivation...just to get away from here and start the next chapter in my life and i will be good. i just need that newness to help my boost and to just know that i am finally almost done with what i want to achieve.
but that is all. the usual....say things diff day. living each day to try to be closer to God. taking it one step at a time.
on that note just please keep Brandon in your thoughts and prayers. he just needs it. and so does shawn. i just think these past few weeks/this month has been the month of no good for alot of people.
.................until next time.................
...PoStEd By... ms.composure ...@... 10/18/2009 06:52:00 AM
Sunday, October 4, 2009
...PoStEd By... ms.composure ...@... 10/04/2009 09:08:00 AM
Saturday, October 3, 2009
well yet again, my hours got cut (at work) we hired two new people and who does it affect? me the part time employee....*sigh*
i feel that i work (whenever someone calls in and i work the crappy shifts that no one else wants) and i have never had a no call no show. if i am going to be late i call (and 95% of the time i am late it is b/c of a class/test that i was in so i have a good reason for being late). it is just so annoying because i feel that i do work hard and i am flexible but my boss dosnt show appreciation towards that. i refuse to kiss her ass or suck up to get the hours i want/need. i will just start looknig for a 2nd job so i will have that security and also so i wont be so flexible with this job so i can get some set days/times. i am just tired of comprimising my life and my time for people to not be treated the same way. so alli can do is pray about it and hope the good lord directs me in the right direction.
i do love AKA again (and my neos :) the step show is this weekend (THANK GOD) not that i dnt love spending late nights practicing with them i am just ready to have more time for me! and to just have the step show over with. i see why other chapters dont do it. it is very time consuming and just hard to do when you have a job and classes to worry about. but i hope we do well and i hope that we win!
he will be here this weekend :) he is coming for homecoming to see our show and of course to see me! i am really excited to see him! it has been over a month since the last time i saw him and i know we will have a great time while he is here. even tho its giong to be only for a few days i will enjoy every second of it.
i sent off my texas med school applications :) i am hopin that by the end of this week i can have my ACMS applications as well. so i am going in the right direction and i am anxious and excited to get everything sent off and done. all i can do now if pray and hope that some school likes what they see of me on paper and will accept my desire to be in medical school.
*listening to Bone Thugs & harmony...thuggish ruggish bone*
well i will make it thru the week, and i will be free! LoL
..............until next time...............
...PoStEd By... ms.composure ...@... 10/03/2009 07:48:00 AM
...PoStEd By... ms.composure ...@... 9/19/2009 09:22:00 AM
Friday, September 18, 2009
...PoStEd By... ms.composure ...@... 9/18/2009 09:00:00 PM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
i can say that this last summer was def one to put in the books. i can def say that it was not boring and that alot happened. possibly my last "free" summer before i jump into "the real worl" and i can def say that it was a good one. got see alot of old friends as well as make some new ones. got to see some new places as well as some old. i know i could have probably did more but i feel that i did fill my time well with things that i needed and wanted to do. made time for classes and the MCAT, shadowed some doctors and worked quite a bit. but overall i would say it was very nice and alot better than last summer.
...PoStEd By... ms.composure ...@... 9/13/2009 10:45:00 AM
Friday, September 4, 2009
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Sunday, August 30, 2009
...PoStEd By... ms.composure ...@... 8/30/2009 11:32:00 AM
...PoStEd By... ms.composure ...@... 8/30/2009 07:25:00 AM
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
yes this is my favorite movie...but it also brings up a very impotant thought/question in my mind...what are/was your first loves? mine...basketball...i have devoted alot of time and energy into it. wish i could have gone farther than i have, but it is a pasttime that i will always be able to enjoy. and the movie def is an added bonus. no i never got the "boy next door" as i once thought when i was younger, but i can def relate to alot of other things monica, the main character, went thru during the movie.
this picture combines both basketball and art...my 2nd love...a very interesting concept but just found the picture so i couldnt leave it out :)
and yes this would be me in high school...LoL ....lived with a ball in my hand. *sigh* the good ole days....LoL
but it just makes you sit back and think of all the things you said you wanted to do when you were younger. have you achieved some of those goals? or are you still trying to make them come true? i know that i try to keep going back to those roots to use as inspiration to get where i want to go. i know i have a long way, but i have to stay positive and motivated to try to get where iwant to go. but in the meantime i will take each day for what it is worth and try to enjoy each oppertunity that i am given.
...PoStEd By... ms.composure ...@... 8/26/2009 09:03:00 PM
Saturday, August 22, 2009
since i have been working in places where i can access the internet at work (ii know im a bum...LoL) i have been trying to find a good internet station that is perfect...and i finally found it!!
...PoStEd By... ms.composure ...@... 8/22/2009 11:54:00 AM
Friday, August 21, 2009
some people say that your home is where your heart is....i think it is where you store all of your stuff....LoL
and yes i have realized that i have ALOT of stuff. i have already thrown away so much while packing not to mention the piles of stuff i am throwing away while unpacking...i dont even know where i got most of this stuff from! i guess over the years it just builds up. but it is mine and i have no other home, so with me it shall remain.
we finally got the kitchen, living room, bathroom done! got the decorations up, got the furniture and Dish network set up...washed all the dishes and pots and stuff...now im washing clothes, and trying to empty the last few boxes that i have. i finally got all of my clothes boxes empty and i have a huge pile to wash and another pile that i need to hang up ( no worries i had a pile of clothes that i need to take to goodwill) but it has been going good. the kitchen (my kitchen! LoL) is great! we have an island, dish washers, and it i just perfect. exactly whati need!
my room is big, huge cloest, and MY OWN BATHROOM!!! its about time! something iwas in dire need of. i just get weird about my bathroom! it will ALWAYS be clean, and i will have no shame or have to make excuses b/c my roomies didnt want to pick up after themselves. im excited to finally be at home even after all of the problems with our landlord....but i guess it was kinda worth it....
well that is my day in a nutshell....
...............until next time................
...PoStEd By... ms.composure ...@... 8/21/2009 06:15:00 PM
Thursday, August 20, 2009
...PoStEd By... ms.composure ...@... 8/20/2009 07:11:00 PM
Thursday, August 6, 2009
well this picture was cute...LoL i am on and off studying for the MCAT...the date i take it is Sept 12. the last time i can and i can not move it back any later b/c that is the last time they offer it this year. i am just ready to get it over. i am having troubl studyin and i just....*sigh*....i just want to be done and in med school and on to the next chapter in my life. but like with all things i must wait and see what the good Lord has planned for me.
2 more days until chicago!!! i am so excited. i cant wait to see my ship and to see "the light"...LoL...
hmmmm....at work...got beeped....gotta run to ER :-/ ....
........until next time.................
****15 min later****
today i have not enjoyed being at work. it has been super busy and i cant sit down for more than 5-10 min. its like the hospital TV shows....doctors running aroung....waiting room full of people...overflow patient care in the outpatient areas...LoL..its been pretty crazy and pretty busy. i guess it is making up for the past few days b/c it has been pretty dead and the census at the hospital was very low. but i guess with every low their is a high...and vise versa...
well i guess ill try to pull out my flash cards and stud :=/ LoL
...............until next time................
...PoStEd By... ms.composure ...@... 8/06/2009 07:45:00 PM
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
well all day, i keep thinking that it is thursday...i guess it is because i have had to work everyday for the past few weeks and the days just run together after a while. yes i am tired of being here at work...but i will def enjoy it when i get paid! LoL
this saturday i will be leaving for chicago this saturday!!! i will spend the weekend with my ship and meeting up with some old friends that i have not seen in a while. then on 9th i will head to indianapolis to see "the light"...LoL...i will stay there until the 12th and head to NYC with danny and toya and meet up with reese in bost on on the 16 and head back to kvegas on the 18th. it will be a week full of fun!!! im super excited and can not wait to just see everyone and go out and have fun!!
i have removed those ppl in my life who have caused me so much grief for the past year... and IT FEELS GREAT! to know that i am the sane one and what i have been thinking/doing has not been bad is a good feeling. we have already gotten so much taken care of and i am really enjoying and loveing the reason i am an AKA again. the sisterhood, the service...and everything else that comes with it. it just feels great. i am very excited about this year and all of the things that me and the new girls will do!
we FINALLY get to move into our new place this weekend....only thing is i wont b here! we were supose to move in june 1st...nope....mid july....NOPE....now august first....and i am sleeping on my friends couch with all of my clothes and belongings in my car..yea not a fun time. i really am homeless! again! LoL for the 2nd time this summer! it sux...but i do see th elight and it is almost done and i can finally be in my bed!!!!
i am a little home sick. i miss my friends and some of my family. its always good to go home and visit but since i am going to NYC i wont have time to go home at the end of the summer like i usually do.
i take the MCATS sept 12....i have moved my test back 3 times b/c i study but i just never feel prepaired for it...thisyear i did spend the $1000 on the Kaplan course and i think it was a very good idea. it is helping alot so hopefully i will get the score that i need to get into med school next year. hence why i have not been able to blog as much as i have wanted 2! i have been bust with school (took 3 classes this summer! got an A and 2 B's!!) and i have been working 40+ hours this summer (what is new...LoL gotta get that $!!) and not to mention i have been studying and
reading thru the books i have gotten and just trying to make some things happen.
got the palm pre!!!! its the greatest! its like having a mini computer with you and a phone...and a camera...its great! i would def tell ppl to get one!
but i will be sure to update on the trip!! i may even post some pix!
.....................until next time..............
...PoStEd By... ms.composure ...@... 8/05/2009 06:16:00 PM
Sunday, July 12, 2009
...PoStEd By... ms.composure ...@... 7/12/2009 10:31:00 AM
Saturday, July 4, 2009
...PoStEd By... ms.composure ...@... 7/04/2009 11:05:00 AM