...LiFe...

Thursday, October 22, 2009

*listening to The Fugees..."FU-GEE-LA"....

well the same ole same ole.

another week gone bay...alot of time wasted....more things done....LoL

i just cant wait to get out of here and onto the next step! it sucks being stuck in the limbo. it really does. i see all of my old friends married/engaged...one person is about to graduate with her phD! another is in there 2nd year of med school...i see all these people moving forwerd and i feel like i am stuck sometimes. i feel like i am always learning the lesson of patients. but i guess i need to focus on what the lord wants me to do for now and not just on what i want to do. that is the hardest thing to try wrap my mind around but it is true.

i got a 2nd job...finally...you know how i said i always wanted to be a bar tender....LOL...yup...prob two nights a week. the same place that erica works. i start saturday. yes i need the cash. i have to pay out the pocket (yea like alot) for tution this semester and next semester...plus the medical bills my dad has said he was paying on but is not. so i still owe alot with that. im not broke, i am just tyring to budget and stay floating. still making $, paying bills, and saving all at the same time. im big on saving...LoL...i have some $ set aside just in case but i will never be satisfied until i reach "oscillation"...LoL...

but yea i start there on saturday. i already talked to her and i get one or two days a week which is great so it should be good. make some extra cash, send money to jennifer and be good.

i am homesick but not really. i mean i really enjoy just being at home and in a familiar place and i do admit i do miss a few people. but i cant be there 2 long...LoL...i will go home for x-mas for a few days or a week but nothing to long. just long enough to go out, be seen, and leave....oh yea and go shopping!! LoL....but other than that nothing too crazy.

jennifer is good. she is not doing good in one class. she has the "truman" mentalitly ....."just as long as i pass the class i dont care"...LoL i tried to motivate her to be above that but i cant even lie i know that i have had that attitude before. and with jennifer you cant tell her anything. so i just have to let her do what she wants and hopefully it is the right thing.

well just needed to make an update.....

..............until next time...........