My quest for love continues...
I feel that yes there is someone out there for me... BUT where is he?
You go through your life dating and meeting people. I am not saying that it is a waste, but how many 1st dates, 1st kisses, breakups must you have to go through until you find someone who "is in love with you"?
I have tried to take something away from each failed relationship that I have had. I feel that with each relationship I give a little more each time only to get hurt that much more each time.
So do you keep giving? Or do you hold back more and more each time? You give and give hoping that the person you are giving too will be the last. But, you give just enough only to lose yet again.
My heart is tired. My emotions are tired. My mind is tired. Most importantly I am tired.
I am tired of the bull sh*t and lies. I am tired of the deceit. I am tired of giving in only to be given up on. I am tired of the failure. I am just tired of being tired.
*sigh* oh well. Not that I dont have enough things going on to keep me occupied. I actually am enjoying the freedom. I am learning to find myself again. I feel that I lost my self when I got lost in love...
...PoStEd By... ms.composure ...@... 9/30/2015 08:56:00 PM
Monday, September 28, 2015
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Wednesday, April 16, 2014
Over the next year(s) i vow to do handstands at any place i travel to...i have already started in 2014...first in Austin when i was there for new years...
and most recently Columbus Ohio for the Arnold...
I have a TON of trips planned for this year....so get ready! :-)
Sunday, March 23, 2014
My life for the next few weeks...
Yes march madness is my favorite holiday (yes i just called it a holiday)
Yes i do sit on my couch in my PJs ALL DAY and watch all of the games.
This is the one time of year that i am the least productive because i am wrapped up into all of the games.
Sadly, i was so busy with school and my business that i was not able to fill out a bracket :-( but i am not worried because i usually end up having a horrible bracket after the tournament!
Who else is a fanatic? What have you dont to get out of doing something so you can stay home and watch the game(s)?
Monday, February 24, 2014
And HAPPY MONDAY!!!
I saw this shirt and just HAD to get it!
In honor of my morning workouts it helps to get me up and get me going
Today is a NEW day...a NEW week.
So something inspiring today or this week
I have been HUGE on random acts of kindness and just helping those around you.
Try to do something random yet nice for someone you do not know. You will be surprised how it will improve your mood. And the real challenge....DON'T Tell anyone about it!
Lets see what you guys can come up with :-)
Wednesday, February 19, 2014
Ok i saw this on pinterest the other day and just HAD to share it!! LoL
I have already done this to a few of my friends and i LOVE it!
it makes me smile every time they call me.
So if you are bored...have fun friends (or family members) give this a try!
Never hurts to smile when you see your phone light up with a phone call
Monday, February 17, 2014
Friday, February 7, 2014
Well ladies THIS is the time to start working towards that summer body you want to flaunt when it gets warmer outside!
Start TODAY to start working towards your health and fitness goals.
Stop making excuses and get up and do something about it!
Start a habit NOW and you will see how easy it will be to carry out that habit throughout the rest of 2014.
First things first...make realistic goals. It is common for people to lose 1-2 pounds a week. More than that is usually a sign of something unhealthy.
Set a plan of action: How you will eat healthier? will you drink more water? what days/times can you incorporate a workout or fitness routine into your already busy day?
People who get things done do not always have time to go everything they need to do...THEY MAKE TIME!
MAKE TIME to reach your health and fitness goals. Make 2014 YOU year.
Wednesday, February 5, 2014
You are really messing up my groove.
I miss seeing and feeling the warm sun on my face.
I am not a fan of this white stuff that you are throwing all over the place
and i am not a fan of having to wear 3 layers of clothes to get out of my house.
Negative temperatures are not my favorite thing to encounter when i have to leave my house at 6AM.
And i am NOT a fan of constantly shoveling my drive way and steps to get rid of the inches of snow that magically appear while i am sleeping.
My winter clothes are not the cutest and i am sick f wearing my snow boots.
Flip flops and summer dresses are my favorite things to wear and i am sure those are not the best things to wear right now.
So winter...have your last few cold nights and days and quickly leave!
Someone who enjoys Summer weather
Monday, February 3, 2014
All of my friends KNOW that i am a huge sports fan
I love all sports and enjoy watching and playing them.
Well as i was getting my daily chores done i decided to turn on my TV
to watch a little bit of the pre game show for the big superbowl game
TO my surprise this is what popped up on my screen...
MY CABLE WAS OUT!
Now two things popped into my head
(1) Why did this happen out of all of the days that i needed to watch TV
(2) i can not go anywhere because i had food in the over, on the stove, and on the grill ( i was making my meals for the whole week)
(3) i guess this is a sign that i need to be more productive and get some work done
I spent over an hour on the phone with technical support and it was concluded that there is something wrong with the connection in my house. Soooo i will have to wait until later this week until someone can come out and take a look at it.
So what did i do? I tried to stream it on my computer (and ipad) but i guess there were so many other people streaming it that the connection was slow and breaking up every few seconds.
So what did i do?
I just sat in my kitchen, cooked all of my food, and got homework done and business work done.