...hOmEcOmInG...

Thursday, October 14, 2010


this weekend is homecoming...

can you say CHAOS!!! LoL

i have saturday night off....and i get to come into work late on sunday...

evan will be here....kelsey just told me last night that she will be here!!! and my sorority sisters will be here!!!
can you say ...O....O...O...O....O...O...O...O..O...O...O...O...O...O...O...OooooMG! LoL



...sTiLl TiPpIn...

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

still tippin (is one of my fav. songs)
and when i hear it, it makes me think of the perfect summer day at home
the sun is out
few clouds in the sky
not too hot
your with your friends
the day is just perfect...

with me saying that i am homesick
it has been 10 months since i have been home.
and i am feeling it right now
i just miss being "at home"
the feeling of being somewhere familiar
the feeling of being around your family
the feeling of being around the things that will always comfort you (like the best food spots!! LoL)

i prob wont go home until xmas :-/
but it is ok
i will just know to make the best out of the time that i am at home.

i am NOT excited about the 12 hour drive...LoL
but i am excited to go home and see my family and friends
its amazing the friends from home that i have kept in touch with
and how fun it is to go home and see them for the time that i can

but then it is always nice to come back to my life in missouri
i wonder all the time if i will ever end up back at home and i have no clue
only the lord knows...

i think eventually i may end up back at home but i dont know
i guess it is one of those things that i will have to wait and see what happens

but regardless i am super home sick
and i cant wait to hop in my car and hit the road!
the sec. i hit loop 289/i-27 i will get a smile and a rush of emotions usually takes over me.

i miss home...
10 months is def way to long to be away from home...


...HoPeLeSs...Or HoPeFuLl...

Saturday, October 2, 2010


hopeful...
or hopeless...


to be expecting the good...
or the bad....



it is hard to look for the good in some situations when you are use to just seeing or focusing on the bad
and that can hurt or ruin the "hopeful" things


i would like to say that i am an optimistic so i try to see the best in all situations and i try to see the best in all people that i meet and come across. sometimes that comes back to bit me because i try to focus on the good that the bad just slips up on me and overwhelms me and takes over. instead of noticing the bad and allowing myself to not be naive to the bad that is there. i still try to focus on the good but in the end it still haunts me and in the end i am the person that suffers...

i guess sometimes its a lose lose situation...but oh well
you live and you learn.

until then i will try to remain hopeful...
and patient...
as i always try to be...




this song came on Pandora as i was writing this post...and this song is perfect for today's topic :)


dRiVe - by InCuBus



Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear


And I can't help but ask myself how much I let the fear

Take the wheel and steer

It's driven me before

And it seems to have a vague, haunting mass appeal

But lately I'm beginning to find that I

Should be the one behind the wheel



Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there

With open arms and open eyes yeah



Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there

I'll be there



So if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive

Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive?

It's driven me before

And it seems to be the way that everyone else gets around

But lately I'm beginning to find that

When I drive myself my light is found



Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there

With open arms and open eyes yeah



Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there

I'll be there



Would you choose water over wine

Hold the wheel and drive



Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there

With open arms and open eyes yeah



Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there

I'll be there



 
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