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Sunday, August 30, 2009

ok i know this is my 2nd post for the day...buuuuuuut....

i was looking at my ships blog spot blog ( and she is slacking b/c she hasnt updated it...LoL) and i am proud of her yet envious. she just started optometry school...i wish i was starting a medical program of some kind and not just stuck...here...in this spot...but maybe it is a good thing. i believe that everything does happen for a reason and i guess i will eventually find out what that reason is. i take the MCAT sept 12, i will be applying to as many programs as i can afford to apply 2...i want to have some kind of option when i graduate next year...hopefully it will be medical school but i will def have a back up plan just in case

i guess im just tired of seeing people around me moving forwerd in their life and im kinda stuck. i mean i will def take this year to get things done but i also want it to be a reminder of what i need to get done so i can be on my way to something else.

i would be studying but i am so dog tired...i cant keep my eyes open. i started reading and i fell asleep...LoL...yes im at work or i would take a nap...this is gonna be a long day...i have chapter at 4 and then i should be free for the day. i will def hide away from the world in my room until i am ready to come out and get stuff done. i am trying to decide if i should take a nap or not. if i dont then i can just go to bed super early and get a good night sleep...but if i take a nap i will go to be later than i want but i will be able to get some other things done today....hmmmmm...

i am dying for some sorbet right now! LoL yes that is random but i just have a taste for it for some reason.

ok but back to the topic i will talk about...have you ever called customer service only to find out the the person that is supose to be helping you cant understand you and you cant understand them? and you dont want to hang up and call back b/c you have been on hold for like 20 min? yea i had to deal with that. i try so hard not to get short or hasty with them but it is just hard. it took me twice as long to figure out my problem...just one of life little frustrations i suppose....

......................until next time...............