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Friday, July 25, 2008

open your eyes...like you open your ears... so you can open your heart....

Musiq...Previous Cats

First things first girl recognize


Who is wit you now


Second thing,


can't blame me for


How you were treated before I came see


I'm not Steven, Anthony even, Leroy or Ivan


Damn girl I've been right there for you


Since day one, so where's all this coming from





See now I'm not to blame for the pain


That was caused by previous cats, yeah


Who had your heart before me, girl no


I'm not to blame for the pain


That was caused by previous cats


You gotta see me for me





Now what is with all the questioning about


Where I've been and why must you roll your eyes


When I say she's just a friend


I knew before


Not like I call you Sabrina, Pam or Tanisha


Andrea either. Girl we go deeper


then any otherI had before so tell me why you ignore.




See now I'm not to blame for the pain
That was caused by previous cats, yeah
Who had your heart before me, girl no
I'm not to blame for the pain
That was caused by previous cats
You gotta see me for me





Now I don't know (I don't know)


What them young boys did (what them young boys did)


To make you insecure,


but I think you need to let it go(Let it go)


don't let your past get all in the way


Cause what is here today may not be guaranteed tomorrow


I'm not out of line just speaking my mind when I say that I


I put in to much time for another's brother's crimes.


See now I'm not to blame for the pain
That was caused by previous cats, yeah
Who had your heart before me, girl no
I'm not to blame for the pain
That was caused by previous cats
You gotta see me for me





so this song is the song of the day. RVS...came out with a new song...its actually really good!...but it a song wait...ill tell you what he texted me when he asked me if i understood the song:





"Ok so the first couple verses talks about how i'd do anything 4 the chick bcuz i love her. Then the 3rd verse talks about how i would do anything 4 her but i wished the feelings was mutual. The 4th verse was talking about i know she dosent feel the same but i hold onto her becuz i still love her. The last verse talks about how i have moved on since then and how i think it really sucks that she would do me like that but at the same time im still subconsciously in lover with her becuz im still writing and thinking about her"





ok after first hearing the song i really liked it but realized yet again he made a song about "her"...then i realized after he told me that, was it about her? i mean i know when i write or draw something it is brought on by an emotion or event of things that happen...so is he still caught up on her? he also said somethign later in the conversation about "being too drained to treat another girl the way he went out of his way and treated her"...hmmm....LoL is that y i get the short end of the stick? i know where we both stand on the the "relationship" status right now but c'mon some of the things that go on are just obvious....maybe we should talk about it but im afraid too...i dunno....guess im stuck...as usual....i know one thing...im ready to go home!!!!





AHAAaaahaaahHAHAHAAaaaHhHhHh......LoL...just felt like screaming thats all....at least classes are over...and at least I GET TO GO HOME! LoL...sorry i keep saying it but it has been wayyy 2 long since i have been home and i just want to see my friends and family and just relax...with no work or classes...until then i will just keep praying...keep marchin on...and keep on keepin on...LoL







................until next time..............