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Saturday, July 5, 2008

Ladies and gentlemen, yes the 4 letter word has been introduced back into my life...and let me just tell you it hit me....it hit me and my heart felt like it was going to jump out of my chest...my whole body started to tingle all over...it was a wave of emotion that i thought i was never going to feel again....

know by know im sure u are dying to know who...well the real question is not who but WHAT has captivated such emotions...well that "WHAT" that i am talking about is the ER room

today while i was picking up blood samples from the ER there was a "CODE 2" called....this was because there was a car accident with 6 patients. seeing as it is the weekend and after a holiday not alot of people were on staff so they had to call extra people in and all that jazz...

as i was standing there waiting for the nurse to sign the paperwork i heard over the ER radio the EMT calling in to give report on the status of the patients...that is when the wave of emotion hit me. i saw the ER doctor that was on duty jump up, grab some things, he started passing orders to the nurses, the CODE was called over the loud and the security gurad got the ambulane deck cleared ready to recive the patients...my heart was racing and i wasnt even going to get to be apart of the action...

i feel that the more i learn about becoming a doctor...a ER doctor i get more and more excited...the fact that i can help someone in a way that most people cant, i can actually make a difference EVERYDAY....*sigh* im going to go study some more for the MCATS>...i gotta get into med school SOMEWHERE...this is my dream...i don't want anyone to stand in its way or anything....would be nice to have someone other than my phamily by my side but if not...ill have the grace of the good Lord and that is all i need! LoL...well i just had to share this Revelation....

.......until next time.....