Wednesday, August 18, 2010
a three letter word....
so much in a word....
so many thoughts....
so many emotions....
so many actions....
linked to some negative and positive thoughts....
but why is it so important to some people?
why does it consume more than half of their day?
why does it consume half of their thoughts?
why does it consume half of their actions?
on my journey to find...."tHe OnE"....i def hav hit alot of road blocks....SeX is def one of them
upon meeting several new people recently while trying to engage in the "newness" stage
i get stuck in the "SeX" stage
i mean yea it is cool to touch on the subject...see what each person thinks about it
but we do not have to spend two days worth of conversation on it...repeating things that have already been said or asked previously hours before...
i mean yes i do enjoy it...but not enough for it to consume my life...
i mean what is so wrong with an actual mind stimulating conversation?
how about a thought provoking question?
how about ANY question that does not pertain to sex!?!?
i mean not to sound conceaded or full of myself...
but i know i look "sexy"" and i know that i am cute
but excuse me sir you do not have to remind me every hour
and then follow that comment with a crude one about sex...
it gets old....really fast...and we havnt even met yet!!
we havnt even had a formal handshake
or had a formal hug
i havnt even gotten to stare into your eyes and interpret how the light reflects of the one...two...or three colors that i see...
i havnt been able to make you smile or to make you laugh
i havnt even gotten to hold your hand
it is just pointless and annoying when you are full in on a conversation about sex
but when i ask you something worth thinking about or
something that requires a little thought...you hav short and unfulfilling answers...
but it is ok...for now....
until i get over this stage wth whomever
i will just continue to seek a real conversation
and i will contiue to seek someone who sees me for me and not just me for how "sexy" i am
i know i am sexy sir...but do you know what my mind is actually worth?
do you know how intelligent i may be or what thoughts, dreams, or aspirations i have?
until then i will move on to the next....and onto the next stage...and hopefully
somewhere along the way...i will find...HiM
oh yea...found this video...it is AMAZING and super creative...so yea hope you enjoy :)
Nyle "Let The Beat Build" from Nyle on Vimeo.
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