...DrIvEn...

Friday, August 27, 2010

Driven...by Incubus

Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear


And I can't help but ask myself how much I let the fear

Take the wheel and steer

It's driven me before

And it seems to have a vague, haunting mass appeal

But lately I'm beginning to find that I

Should be the one behind the wheel



Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there

With open arms and open eyes yeah



Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there

I'll be there



So if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive

Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive?

It's driven me before

And it seems to be the way that everyone else gets around

But lately I'm beginning to find that

When I drive myself my light is found



Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there

With open arms and open eyes yeah



Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there

I'll be there



Would you choose water over wine

Hold the wheel and drive



Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there

With open arms and open eyes yeah



Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there

I'll be there

 
 
the past few days have def. bee a emotional roller coster. no i havnt cried or broken down
but i def have prayed alot...
just with the whole classes thing and trying to get them figured out...
trying to make sure i will get financial aid (since i have 2 many credit hours... :-/  )
what to try to work towards in general right now...
the whole job(s) thing...
just trying to figure things out as far as making sure i get things taken care of finacially
i mean i am fine right now, but when you are use to making so much and being able to actually save and work towards a goal...to have the limited sux. i just had alot of financial goals i wanted to work towrds.
but it will be ok.
i will continue to pray
and in the end things will work out.
 
i feel like at times my job seriously abuses me
i am like their little puppet.
they take me out and use me when they need me, then shove me in the closet until they need me again
i wont say that it is everyone who does this
it is just my boss
she just isnt fair and dosnt really justify her actions very well
and i know there is nothing i can do about it b/c she is the boss
but at the same time i dont deserve to keep gettin run over either.
its just not fair.
this is the absolute last time this will happen...
the next time it happens i will either go over her hear or just quit
i mean dont get me wrong i love my job and i am blessed to have it...
ok...ok..i prob wont quit but i have no problem going over her head to get some answers from the ADMIN office...
but we will see....
....like i said...
i will pray...and be patient...
i think i am getting good at praying and being patient...i have had to do it alot latly....LoL