...LoVe & ThE 4tH oF jUlY...

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Love....

L...is for the way you look at me...

O...is for the only one i see...

V...is very very....extraordinary...

E......

LoL

well you get the point....

i was working at the hospital and saw a true display of love. this elderly woman in the hospital. it was breakfast time and i was getting her blood. as i was finishing up her husband walked in with a trey full of food. and not just any food but the healthy and good stuff...fruit...yogurt...granola...a HUGE tea jar of freshly made tea...the works...and then he sits next to her and starts to feed her. Now i will add that she was capable of feeding herself, but he wanted to feed her to help her...and it was sooooo cute!! i just wanted to cry...i just hope that if i am ever in the situation i have someone there to feed me food and to bring me a huge pitcher of my favorite drink...

The 4th of july was fun. had a HUGE BBQ and had alot of ppl..food...booze...and fire works. def the best BBQ we hav thrown ever. it was fun :)

to start off the 4th Kelsey and her man stopped by just for the night. it was def good to see her. i didnt realize how much i missed her until i saw her again.

and last night i went the Kansas City and spent the night with aubrie and her family. i love her family. they seriously have taken me in as if i was one of them.  her brother seth is home visiting from the air force and alot of their family got together to have a big dinner. it was fun and def good to see her family again. i missed her too. i didnt realize how much i miss being around her either. *sigh* i dont like growing up...its no fun at all...

as i am getting older and starting to come into my own i am starting to realize alot of things...not only about me but about life. I have chosen to just cut all the fat from my life...not fat as in body fat or food (altho i do eat pretty healthy now...LoL)

but fat as in people and things that just dont need to be there. i am only accepting the best. yes it was hard but it def was for the best and i am glad i did it. i would rather be alone and waiting than mad and upset b/c i keep getting treated like some 2nd rate person...i dont want to be #2 anymore...i want to be #1...and that is all i am going to accept. no more nonsense... :) i feel good, i feel blessed, and i do feel loved by all of the other people that god ahs put in my life.

im blessed...no stress...no regrets...and im living my life to strive to be the best i can be for me and those around me...but most importantly for God...