...StAnDiNg StIlL...

Thursday, September 16, 2010

do you ever feel like the your friends...
people you know...
the whole world...
is just moving past you so fast and you are just standing there...
standing still in time...
not moving forwerd or backwerds...
just stuck...

well i have been feeling that way latly.
just not really knowing what direction to move in
i try to make options for myself...
but they just dont work out the way i plan them

i want things so bad to go right with my life
we all create this idea/plan that we want to follow
and the second those plans/ideas are messed up
sometimes it takes the wind out of you...

well i am here
right now
to take a step forwerd in time
i am
making a change
i am
going to defeat the odds
i am
going to make it
i am
going to take the grace of god and the blessings of my loved ones and move on
move on the life i planned out and will one day have

yes it will be later than i thought
but that will not stop me
....wait and see.....