Saturday, September 11, 2010
it is amazing some of the thoughts that i have...
for me to be so confident...
it is clear that there are still many things that are in absence
of my life
you see, i lay awake each night wondering...
pondering...
hoping...
that the next day, and day after that
will be filled with things that i am lacking and asking
for in my life...
simple things....the simple kind of life...
that is all my soul needs to keep the bad thoughts at bay at night...
but it...i...me...myself...and i... am in a constant fight...
for what it is that i want...it is truly right...
for me...
or is god telling me...is he showing me...
to wait...
to frustrate me...
to keep me irate...
so i can narrate my feelings yet again
on how hip hop...rock and roll...or even neo soul has betrayed me...
keeping me afraid...
as i keep getting misplayed...
as i began to feel low-grade...
until my heart and mind finally get ok'd...
to love...
again....
confidence?
i was born a dunce...
to this game called love...
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