Good Things Come to Those Who wait

Saturday, June 21, 2008

well i am at work...it is 9:00 AM....

i just heard a guy that i work with call his wife and as she answered the phone his reply is "Hey Beautiful"....why cant i hear that everyday? LoL...yea i may try to act tuf but i do have a little soft side to me...

the past few days have kinda weird. i am reflecting on last weekend and the time i got to spend with "hip hop" and i really enjoy the time that we do get to spend together...i guess its the time that's in b/w that that confuses me sometimes....but then again i for one don't think I'm ready for a relationship yet and as he stated neither is he...but i guess that is just how it will work for now. i guess good things come to those who wait...

well the past few weeks i have been working 50+ hours at the hospital PLUS the job at the hotel PLUS the 3 summer classes i am taking...i still shock myself as to how well i have been able to balance it all. oh not to mention working out 3 times a week. I'm really gonna try to keep up with working out so i don't die when bball season starts again in august...plus i hate getting back in shape....that's one of the worst feelings when you get winded going up a few stairs...

Ive managed to find a little time to study for the MCATS b/w doing homework and procrastinating when i have down time at work. The nice part about working at the hospital is when i do work in the Lab or work nights i get to have alot of down time to do alot of my homework or look over my MCAT material which is a plus b/c if i was just being lazy at home i would have ZERO motivation to do it....

i am home sick :( i miss my little sister, my nieces and nephews (who i got to talk to last night!), as weird as it sounds my dad, my best budz back at home (Ashley and Shawn...oh yea and Cody and the other random ppl that i end up hanging out with when i make it home). it is just weird to see all my old friends and see how much they have changed and if they are still striving for the goals that they had set when we were younger....of course more than half of them haven't and are just living day to day...but at least they are still trying. i haven't been home since XMAS...this is the longest time i have been away without getting to go home which is crazy! it seems like forever...i think what i miss the most is the food!!!! I'm sorry but Midwestern food SUX! there is nothing like some good ole TEX-MEX that will bring a smile to your face...

back to the topic at hand...i keep asking myself am i trying to make something out of nothing? i wanted to make this blog so that i would have a way to express my thoughts rather than writing them down like i usually do but i don't always have my notebook at hand...so if i am with out it and need to get my thoughts out on paper now i can...and its is highly unlikely that anyone that i know will get to read this b/c they all are too busy with their own lives to worry about mine...i guess i kinda like it that way...sometimes....

oh well...until next time...