...eMoTiOnAlLy DiVoRcEd FrOm EvErThInG...

Saturday, February 5, 2011

goodmorning!
heard this song this morning and it just catches how i feel...if you have never heard it listen to it!
def one of my fav songs



"Numb" by Linkin Park




I'm tired of being what you want me to be

Feeling so faithless lost under the surface

Don't know what you're expecting of me

Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)



[Chorus]

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

Become so tired so much more aware

I'm becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you



Can't you see that you're smothering me

Holding too tightly afraid to lose control

Cause everything that you thought I would be

Has fallen apart right in front of you

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

And every second I waste is more than I can take



[Chorus]

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

Become so tired so much more aware

I'm becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you



And I know

I may end up failing too

But I know

You were just like me with someone disappointed in you



[Chorus]

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

Become so tired so much more aware

I'm becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you



[Chorus]

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

I'm tired of being what you want me to be

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

I'm tired of being what you want me to be



recently i have had a great mentality towards things...people...situations...that would once bother me...or make me upset...but for some reason ( and the help of a little prayer) i have learned to become emotionally divorced from EVERYTHING that is of little meaning to me...work...boys...life...i am trying to focus on the goal...the light at the end of the tunnel. i hope i can keep this attitude for a while b/c so far it def has helped me out the past week or so.

i found this pic...this pic is PERFECT to what has been goin on with my roomie this past week..and it just so happens that this is one of her fav quotes...LoL