...BrEaKeVeN...

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

ok so i heard this song on spring break and i am in love it....wanted to share it...

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing

Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in'

Cause I got time while she got freedom

'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven

Her best days will be some of my worst

She finally met a man that's gonna put her first

While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping

'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

What am I suppose to do

When the best part of me was always you and

What am I suppose to sayWhen I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah

I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason

But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding

'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving

And when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

What am I gonna do

When the best part of me was always you

And what am I suppose to say

When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeahI'm falling to pieces, yeah

I'm falling to pieces

(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)

I'm falling to pieces

('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain

You took your suitcase, I took the blame

Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh

'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing

Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in

'Cause I got time while she got freedom

'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't break

No it don't break, no it don't breakeven, no

What am I gonna do

When the best part of me was always you

And what am I supposed to say

When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeahI'm falling to pieces, yeahI'm falling to pieces

(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)

I'm falling to pieces

('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)

Oh, it don't breakeven, no

Oh, it don't breakeven, no

Oh, it don't breakeven, no

i realized that i think my heart is still broken. not just by one person in particular but just a chain of events and people that have just chewed me up and spit me out...i do not take well to rejection and i am starting to notice this. i am just ready. i am trying to be so patient but it is def getting harder and harder. when you meet certain people or certain things happen i just am so ready to move forwerd but i am stuck and cant change anything in my life. that is what is so frustrating. i know its a test and i know the wait will be well worth it, im just trying to keep it together and patient because i knw if i stick it out it will all work out. i have learned many times that good things come to those who wait...waiting is just the hardest part...

.................until next time...............