...JaY-z...

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Who says that hip hop and our Mc’s don’t do a good job of providing us with our fix of daily inspiration. After all hip hop is the reason some of us get up in the morning. After looking for inspirational quotes online I decided to make up my own hip hop version of quotes to live by. I’m gonna go through some of the greatest MC’s of all time…first up Mr.Beyonce/Carter/Artful Dodger/ 40/40/Sean Carter Music Group/Mr just inked a mega deal…let’s bring water to the world…h-o-v-a


Top 10 Jay-Z quotes to live by:
“I will not lose for even in defeat, there’s a valuable lesson learned so it evens up for me.”from Blueprint 2, The Blueprint 2

“Treat my first like my last and the last like my first and my thirst is the same as- when I came.”from My 1st Song, The Black Album

“And a drought can define a man when the well drys up you learn the worth of water without work you thirst til you die yep.”from December 4th “Black Album

“If you can’t respect that your whole perspective is whack, maybe you’ll love me when I fade to black…” from Fade to Black ” Black Album

“…I’m not a businessman. I’m a business…maaaannn…”from Diamonds Are Forever Remix

“…Remind yourself. Nobody built like you, you design yourself…”from A Dream, Blueprint 2

“…I’m far from God, but I work god damn hard…”from Breath Easy, The Blueprint
I’m a hustler homey, you a customer cronyGot some, dirt on my shoulder, could you brush it off for me? from Dirt off Your Shoulders, Black Album

We as rappers must decide what’s most impor-tantAnd i can’t help the poor if i’m one of them So i got rich and gave back To me that’s the win, win The next time you see the homie and his rims spin Just know my mind is workin just like them from Moment of Clarity, Black Album

And if you think you can make it this far without a fight. Couple mistakes here and there, not always right. But I’m always real, that’s how I sleep at night from Sweet, American Gangster

These are my top 10 words to live by…anyone else want to add some more in?

...SiGh...

Friday, March 26, 2010

well...back to the drawing board....back to square one...

and for once i thought things were starting to look up for me. bad timing? i think so...but do i wait? do i let it go?

its not like i have any other GOOD options right now....

.....sIgH.....why cant i have the things i want for once. maybe its the Lords way of telling me to wait...i dont know. i am puting my trust and faith in him. when i put things in his hands i have to trust in him and belive that he is showing me the right path...but i still dont know what path i am suppose to choose....SigH....until then i will keep being patient...striving each day to change...and one day.....good things come to those who wait....and everything happens for a reason....

.............until next time............

...EiGhT...

Thursday, March 18, 2010

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came across this blag...had a list post...so i guess i will just do the same (b/c we all know how much i enjoy list!!! LoL)

8 TV shows I like to watch:

1. First 48 on A&E

2. Grey's Anatomy

3. MARCH MADNESS!!!

4. Music Videos

5. Life: Trauma in the ER (the reason i wanted to become a ER doctor!!)

6. Sex and the City

7. Living Single

8. Fresh Prince of Bel-Air









8 favourite places to eat (and drink)

1. Olive Garden

2. Josies Borrito (hometown fav!)


3. Cheddars

4. Jasons Deli

5. Panera!!

6. Shogun Steakhouse (another hometown fav!!)

7. Furrs (even tho its not a real reasturant i use to go there allll the time when was a kid with my family...so i gotta keep it at the top of the list)

8. Free Birds (their taco salad with queso is to DIE for!!!)







8 things I look forward 2

1. Getting done with school and becoming a doctor

2. getting out of debt ( c'mon who dosnt look forwerd to that!?! LoL)

3. designing and building my own house (i want it unique and specific to me....i cant wait!!!)

4. goin to a lakers game to see Kobe play...while wearing a kobe jersey...close to the court or player bench!!

5. going to the March Madness final 4 game!!! (yes i will have to watch it on TV for now but one day i will have either box office seats or seats close to the court!!)

6. being in a relationship...being loved again (yes i have been on this quest for over 2 years now...i have been patient and it will happen again...i know it will...just waiting on the right MAN that the Lord puts in my life :) )

7. to own or operate some type of buisness

8. To own/operate/ be in charge of some type of philantropy or community service project/orginization

8 things that happened yesterday

1. sleep!! (and good sleep)

2. It was warm and the sun came out!!! (b/c its sad we got 3 inches of snow today :( )

3. this first day of spring!!

4. my sister is here

5. didnt go to class... i had an excuse!!

6. went to work

7. realized that i LOVE being in hospitals and working with patients

8. talked to friends and family :)



8 things I love about winter
1. hot coco
2. warm bed
3. x-mas
4. new years
5. my bday!!!
6. getting to see my family
7. getting off of work!!
8. partying with my friends!!





8 things on my wishlist

1. new shoes

2. new computer

3. flat screen TV for my room

4. some new clothes (that is always a want...LoL)

5. tinted windows on my car

6. DVD rack for ALLL of my DvD's

7. a new jacket

8. no more hospital bills!!





8 things I am passionate about

1. basketball

2. school

3. my friends/family

4. sleep

5. eating

6. working/saving $
7. my future

8. music



8 words or phrases I use often

1. ummmm..

2. i guess.....

3. i dunno...

4. LoL

5. whatever

6. hmmmmm

7. im gonna punch you in the face! (LoL yea i know i can get violent)

8. ERICA IS GAY!!! (i yell that to my roomie all the time. i dont mean any harm by it is just our way of jockin with eachother...)



8 things I learnt from the past

1. trust (or the lack there of trust)

2. True love dosnt exist (or i just havnt found it yet.. :-/ )

3. how important my friends are

4. how to save $

5. how to plan/be orginized

6. how to excel/want more in life

7. to travel and want to see the world

8. the want/desire to try new things



8 places I would love to go visit or

1. Hawaii (yes again i LOVE that place)

2. Italy

3. Africa

4. japan

5. egypt

6. mexico

7. puerto rico

8. 7 wonders of the world!!



8 things I currently need or want

1. Love

2. to learn to be more humble

3. to get into med school/grad program

4. to save money and get all my bills paid off

5. see my ship more often

6. to travel more

7. to learn to cook more diff things

8. to paint more...play golf more...hoop more...do things for the love of it and not b/c i have to

...BrEaKeVeN...

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

ok so i heard this song on spring break and i am in love it....wanted to share it...


I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in'
Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven
Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no
What am I suppose to do
When the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to sayWhen I'm all choked up and you're okay
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no
What am I gonna do
When the best part of me was always you
And what am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay
I'm falling to pieces, yeahI'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)
You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh
'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't break
No it don't break, no it don't breakeven, no
What am I gonna do
When the best part of me was always you
And what am I supposed to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay
I'm falling to pieces, yeahI'm falling to pieces, yeahI'm falling to pieces
(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)
Oh, it don't breakeven, no
Oh, it don't breakeven, no
Oh, it don't breakeven, no
i realized that i think my heart is still broken. not just by one person in particular but just a chain of events and people that have just chewed me up and spit me out...i do not take well to rejection and i am starting to notice this. i am just ready. i am trying to be so patient but it is def getting harder and harder. when you meet certain people or certain things happen i just am so ready to move forwerd but i am stuck and cant change anything in my life. that is what is so frustrating. i know its a test and i know the wait will be well worth it, im just trying to keep it together and patient because i knw if i stick it out it will all work out. i have learned many times that good things come to those who wait...waiting is just the hardest part...
.................until next time...............

...SpRiNg BrEaK 2010....

Sunday, March 14, 2010

View from the condo...12th floor...center of the complex...can you say penthouse!! :-)









overall had a BLAST!!! def was a good trip and met alot of great ppl and we had a great time. sad to come back to the real world and have to get on with my life :-( but oh well...now i gotta figure something else out to look forwerd 2!!
....................................until next time.............................

 
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