....HoPeFuL....

Sunday, June 21, 2009

well i have a little flicker of light...

and that is exaclty what i will call it...."the light" inspired by the common song...

this "light", had shed a little warmth on my day. things were a little cloudy, but this "light" is starting to break thru....but there are so many questions that still remain...

is this light fake? i mean if i clear the clouds will i look up to find a lightbuld instead of the sun? and will the light stay? i mean it could retreat to where is came from leaving things cloudy and grey...yet again. i mean i have had some type of similare "light" in the past...and now look what happend....that left more of a mark than i could have ever thought....so whats next?

that is the big question...what is next...do i keep trying to bring the light in, so it can be stronger? or do i let it just run its course and eventually move on? thats what im so worried about right now...im just so ready now. so ready more than ever and i just want that chance. with someone that is worth it and will aprreciate me and what im about...i know i have to be patient but it is hard...and how long am i supose to wait? so many questions and no answers....YET....only time will tell...

...............until next time.............