hopeful...
or hopeless...
to be expecting the good...
or the bad....
it is hard to look for the good in some situations when you are use to just seeing or focusing on the bad
and that can hurt or ruin the "hopeful" things
i would like to say that i am an optimistic so i try to see the best in all situations and i try to see the best in all people that i meet and come across. sometimes that comes back to bit me because i try to focus on the good that the bad just slips up on me and overwhelms me and takes over. instead of noticing the bad and allowing myself to not be naive to the bad that is there. i still try to focus on the good but in the end it still haunts me and in the end i am the person that suffers...
i guess sometimes its a lose lose situation...but oh well
you live and you learn.
until then i will try to remain hopeful...
and patient...
as i always try to be...
this song came on Pandora as i was writing this post...and this song is perfect for today's topic :)
dRiVe - by InCuBus
Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear
And I can't help but ask myself how much I let the fear
Take the wheel and steer
It's driven me before
And it seems to have a vague, haunting mass appeal
But lately I'm beginning to find that I
Should be the one behind the wheel
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
I'll be there
So if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive
Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive?
It's driven me before
And it seems to be the way that everyone else gets around
But lately I'm beginning to find that
When I drive myself my light is found
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
I'll be there
Would you choose water over wine
Hold the wheel and drive
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
I'll be there